2021.10.26 14:35 jlara1177 Newbie in Austin
2021.10.26 14:35 jdjdudjjdhddujdjsjs you have no control who lives, who dies, who tells your story
2021.10.26 14:35 jobsinanywhere Heavily VC-backed salad chain Sweetgreen heads toward public markets – TechCrunch
2021.10.26 14:35 SnackyZac This unfortunate chicken nugget shape.
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2021.10.26 14:35 Large_Psychology3916 Hi.to all :-D I am new here .
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2021.10.26 14:35 MistyMathMusic Any Notable 1-Unit Classes?
2021.10.26 14:35 jobsinanywhere 23 Thanksgiving Makeup Ideas That Pair Well With Pumpkin Pie
2021.10.26 14:35 peekahbooliz Misdiagnosis for Bipolar 2 (I need help!)
A few years ago I was diagnosed MDD, PTSD, & GAD. After a few months of being over-medicated and numb, I quit therapy all together. (Obviously because I have impulsivity issues.) This isn’t anything new or random for me.
Recently I went to see a new psychiatrist after learning about emotional dysregulation. After my first visit (psych evaluation), he put me on Lamictal, but didn’t actually give me a diagnosis. I did the things I do, I googled, I came here, I did everything to try to find information about the medication and all that extra shit. First thing that pops up is bipolar disorder. Immediately I’m like… I can’t be bipolar. I get it, the guy is a psychiatrist. He is professionally trained for this. He wouldn’t get this wrong. So I go on to continue questioning my own self-awareness.
So here comes my second visit. I’m telling him about my last three weeks and how fucking chaotic and up and down it was. No seriously…. For example: One minute I am fine. The next I am in complete despair because my cousin doesn’t wanna hang out with me. All of a sudden she never loved me at all. She only USED ME. That was just ONE incident where I had a full out meltdown.
So at the end of it all, I ask the question.. what do you think is wrong with me? He says “I’m thinking mood disorder, definitely ptsd, and definitely generalized anxiety.” At this point I’m mad. No kidding. I’m soooo annoyed but instead of flipping my shit in the doctors office I decided to leave my body. Just blank. He’s over here talking about “take care” “see you in three weeks” and I can’t even make WORDS. Bc if I try to speak, I’m going to start bitching. And loudly. And not nice at all. So… I go blank and internalize.
In my mind, he hasn’t been listening AT ALL. In my mind, he’s taking the EASY route. In my mind, he’s diagnosing something he can treat with meds that he gets paid to prescribe. In my mind, I’m like MOOOOOOOD DISORDER?!!??! Moods and Emotions are TWO DIFFERENT THINGS, am I wrong? I’m not in a mood. I feel emotions INTENSELY. That’s my issue. My emotional rollercoaster isn’t something that lasts for weeks… my emotional rollercoaster is MANY highs and lows DAILY. Along with ALL of the other shit I go through that I won’t mention bc i already told it to my psychiatrist.
It’s super frustrating. Like I really just want to cry and spiral after writing this bc I feel like no one will read it. No one will care. And no one will be able to help me anyway. I came to this doctor because I want help. But now I’m just feeling like I’m too much. It hurt so much because a misdiagnosis will most definitely prolong my suffering. I already want to die and it’s not like he can prescribe that for me. So instead I just ask for help.
Basically… my question is how many of you were misdiagnosed as bipolar 2? How do I go about telling my doctor how I feel without escalating to the level of destruction I know I’m capable of? I have advocates who’ve known, seen, heard, experienced first hand how fucked up I am. Like do I have to bring them to my appointment. What other information can you all give me?
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2021.10.26 14:35 RotenTumato Anyone else noticing their AirPods Max getting progressively quieter when listening to Spatial Audio?
I’m currently watching The Lord of the Rings trilogy on my iPad with Spatial Audio enabled for the Dolby Atmos track and it sounds incredible, but it keeps getting quieter the longer I watch. When I pause and then play again, the sound goes back to full volume and sounds great again but then slowly softens until I have to pause and play again to reset it.
Is this a normal issue and if so, is there a fix for it?
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2021.10.26 14:35 Buhaj47_ Voice chat between PS5 and Xbox
2021.10.26 14:35 crewchange A few rocks I've collected
2021.10.26 14:35 zippee100 will i ever run out of shapes
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2021.10.26 14:35 AngelGambe Daisy Jones & The Six (Camila Dune) Monologue "I don't need a perfect lo...
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2021.10.26 14:35 SUCK_MY_COCK_BITCH_ I'm coming down from acid and just got back from meeting god rn. And yes he is black
2021.10.26 14:35 craqworld Why do you keep freaking changing my work?
YOU ARE ONE PERSON. STOP TRYING TO DO EVERYTHING.
My job is literally to help you write for our company. Stop fucking editing ALL MY GODDAMN WORK TO THE POINT WHERE NOTHING IS EVEN MINE. It literally makes no sense why everything I write has to be edited - I understand if it doesn't fit with the company or is filled with grammatical/spelling errors. I was warned that you were like this. But GODDAMN. What's the point of me even working here if all you do is completely BUTCHER my work? Sure you tell me why you do it but it's not because it's not good - it's just not how you write or what you would include. And you know what that does? Make me annoyed every single goddamn time I have to write something for you. I have no creativity here or even space to grow as a writer. You need to get your control issues figured out and give other people the respect to nurture their writing styles. You don't have that skill but you wonder why no one wants to fucking stay here. The person before me in this role told me the same thing. Thanks for sucking the confidence out of all of us! Fuck you.
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2021.10.26 14:35 efoxx25 Soon...
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2021.10.26 14:35 _aom_ New mod: Improved AI culture selection
This mod adjusts the AI culture selection process to achieve better variety that is more suited to the AI's persona. The mod allows AI characters to pick cultures that match their persona instead of always choosing the same ones.
In the vanilla game, the AIs choose a culture mostly based on what strategic resources they have exploited at the time they're making the choice and how those relate to the emblematic units of the cultures they're considering.
For example, in the Neolithic to Ancient era transition, AIs will preference cultures that have an emblematic unit that doesn't require any strategic resources because, at that point in the game, no one is able to exploit strategic resources. This is why AIs always preference Harrapans, Nubians, and Myceneans. A similar issue arises later if they haven't happened to exploit iron, copper, etc.
This mod removes that bias when picking Ancient Era cultures and reduces it in later eras. Further, AIs consider resources in their own territory that they have not yet been able to exploit or buy through trade (whether they have revealed them or not). Further, AIs avoid maritime cultures. This mod will allow AIs to select cultures with a naval EU if they own coastal territory.
This mod will work alone or in combination with the Choose Any Culture mod. If you have the latter, the AIs will consider a duplicate culture but weight it less favorably. This mod also works well with the Personas mod because it allows AIs to preference cultures based on their archetype instead of on their resources. Tested in SP and MP. You can download it HERE.
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2021.10.26 14:35 HawkEye1000x Congress eyes $235B in clean energy subsidies. Here they are
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2021.10.26 14:35 Skyrim_nerd___ Why is she ghosting me ? Wtf did I do ?
then this girl and I started talking to at a party and she’s and drop-dead gorgeous. I find out we listen to the same music, like the same movies, hates dancing, I also finds out she absolutely hates the school.... she’s great at talking, told me about how she used to live abroad and wants to go back there plus a bunch of different shit
She told me her was there and starring at us and that she hated him for cheating on her
Fast forward four to five hours later and the party is dead, so I got to get get her some hot tea and a snack while we sat and talked by a small campfire outside, She told me that most of the other girls treat her like crap and that she just pretends to be friends with them, and that she misses her home town and I told her I miss mine
she told me she hated the party and that she wanted to leave soo I had my parents pick both of us up, it was cute tbh, she kissed me goodbye (which was cool too)
Well the next day I texted her andddd nothing 🦗 🦗 🦗
Its been too days since she read my message and hasn’t replied to any of my texts, starting to feel like she might’ve used me idk why tho... why would you wanna hang out with me for 5 hours, claim that im one of the only nice people in the graded then just never reply to any text I send ? Honestly wtf
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2021.10.26 14:35 OneOnOne6211 Skyrim SE Creation Kit Crashes on Launch
So, I tried to start the Skyrim Creation Kit for Special Edition (through the Bethesda launcher, of course) and it crashes the moment I start it.
In other words, I don't even have the chance to load anything in. It just crashes immediately.
I've used the Skyrim SE Creation Kit before and didn't have this problem before. Anyone know what the problem might be?
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2021.10.26 14:35 flapjack_chef Has anyone had film scanned at Toronto Pearson (YYZ) carry-on recently?
I told the person at security that I had photographic film in my carry-on bag, and they said it was fine, and sent it through the scanner. In Switzerland when I told them the same, they OFFERED a hand check... this was 1 week ago.
Does anyone know if Pearson has the new "dreaded" CT scanners that supposedly ruin rolls in one pass? I can't easily have a roll developed where I am, but I may have to take a long drive to do so, if no one can help me with a shared experience.
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2021.10.26 14:35 Lunar_Mind Just pulled this baby out of the trash, is it dead dead or can it be revived?
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2021.10.26 14:35 No_Cauliflower_8851 I don't even know how to describe this
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2021.10.26 14:35 xirus_2020 Vancouver Far and Away the Least Affordable City in North America - Storeys
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2021.10.26 14:35 RecordDefiant9510 What's y'all opinion on DDR5 ? LTT just posted a hands on video with a DDR5 ram kit today. Link posted below